People often say
They want to get lost
In my bright blue eyes.
But would they still want to
If they knew what terrors lay behind?
If they knew what a mess it is inside?
People often say
My eyes speak
In a way my lips never will.
But somehow they don't see
How much pain they hold
And how many tears they've cried.
But people only see
These bright blue colours
And nothing more.
When you told me those words,
everything stopped.
I couldn't breath,
I couldn't think,
I couldn't feel.
But after a second,
it all hit me hard;
The anger,
pain, sadness.
I felt lost,
I felt broken.
I thought I had lost you.
Yet the moment I fell apart,
You were there.
You wrapped your arms around me,
And kept me from breaking.
I thought you didn't care anymore,
Because we wouldn't work.
But now I realize,
We don't need to be together,
for you to care,
for you to love me.
You don't have to be my partner,
to think I'm beautiful,
To think I'm special.
I don't care what we are,
as long as you care for me.
And as long as you love me,
I'll be fine.
An amazing young woman once told me that; she is the cloud on my sunny day.
I agreed with her.
She was a cloud on my sunny day, but she was my cloud.
The rain that came from her made my skin tingle, the sound of it warming my heart and soul.
She was what made my days sunny.
She disagreed.
But my love, without clouded days, there are no sunny days.
A perfect mature woman once told me; I am her light, in her world filled with darkness.
I disagreed with her.
She was the light in my world filled with shadows and demons.
She was the angel coming from the skies and making me feel alive.
Her words were heard by my ears, but the emotions behin
I'm scared to lose you.
Every second of the day.
Every time that you're away.
What if you feel the way he does, too?
Don't let go of my hand.
Please hold on to it tight.
And never leave my side.
Because without you I'll be damned.
Tell me I'm your one and only.
And kiss me goodnight.
Be my white knight.
Please, I don't want to be lonely.
Stay with me,
And give me the key,
That unlocks your heart,
And we'll never be apart.